Because we have weird conversations lol (Taken with instagram)

Happy 16th months my love! I cannot wait to finally see you on thrursday.. its been way too long.. I love you so much! :)

This is always going to be my favorite picture. New year, new friend, new love.. It’s rare to capture a picture of the first day that a couple met. But we did :) (Taken with instagram)

Because we visited my sister :)

He’s never to tired to play games and do everything else.. but when it comes to you he’s tired as fuck. Ha try me..

As long as we can.. :P its up to God how long he wants us to be together.. if hes not meant for me, whatever we do or how hard we try to make it work… It won’t work.. if he’s the guy I’m going to spend my life with and shit.. I don’t mind at all.. I would love to be with him only. I don’t want to start over again. I don’t wnna date other guys. I don’t like being with a lot of guys. If had I choice ill only date one guy in my life. And he would only be with me. But that’s a fantasy I used to believe in. Guys or girls always want more than what they have and that’s fine I guess.. but when I’m inlove with someone. I only want them as long as they only want me. If not then Im gnna go. You cheat on me.. I will leave!!! No matter how long were together or how much I loved you.. I know what I want now and I will get what I deserve because I know what I can give.. and so far my boyfriend give me more than what I deserve and I love him for that. He’s one of the best guy I’ve ever met.. and everyone even his friends knows how different he is.. I love him and if god is willing I want to be with him forever :)

Not telling all the details but in general .. I got so pissed off because I was trying my best not to get mad of certain things that I dislike that he do.. he said he’s not gnna do it till I fully trust him again. I trusted him 100% till he fcked up. Yes as perfect as he sound he actually did.. I’m surprised myself. But anyhow.. I gave him another chance to prove me wrong and I’ve been trying to not over react on things too.. takes two to make relationship work right? But few nights ago. While I’m trying to keep my cool. He knew something is bugging me and I already told him what it is and he acted like he didn’t know.. I didn’t wnna talk about it because I don’t wnna argue. I said that too.. but Damn he’s stubborn he kept insisting and pushing me to tell him what’s wrong I said he already know.. but he’s started talking about how I don’t open up etc. And then I still tried not to get.mad but he kept goin and going till my patient ran out.. Damn I was pretty harsh.. I yelled for the first time ever actually. I mean I only raised my voice if he does.. or of he doesn’t listen but I never yelled.. didn’t mean to I was just in a boiling point because of what he was saying.. well he got what he wanted to see? Lol! Said sorry right after all the dumb arguement and laughed at the end of the night but that was our last fight… :P

For me is when he got into a car accident and I was in Philippines. I hated the fact that he was In the hospital, in pain suffering from all this complications and I wasn’t there and I felt so helpless… I hate the feeling hearing the news from his friends and I had no idea how to get a hold of him so I can atleast hear his voice… I eventually got to talk to him after days he was in the hospital but still.. I just hate the feeling of how I almost lost him.. not being able to be there for him.. etc.